the wind-catcher

summer is hot. as well as my feet.

I have a new love to chase for: in-line skating.

after the hard old era of my past ex-boyfriend, now it’s my time to chase what’s really mine.

even though it’s still hard for me to put my mind off from the ghost of boyfriend past.

and unluckily, today I felt my mood is not very fun: being sad, disappointed, angry, and jealous at the same time. uhh„ so awful feelings.

thus tonight, at 9 pm, I decided to go skating by myself.

so, I put on my shoes and play my favorite song. then I was swinging and dancing under the moonlight, feel the cool wind in my face and around my arms. and as I move my feet, I feel happier and better. I felt the breeze, sang a song, move again, and smile.. :)

it was a great night. only me, my shoes, and the moon.

there are many shortcuts to be happy, and skating is one of them.

while I finished my very own session of “dancing under the moonlight”, I saw many lovers (gahh!!) holding hands each other and smiling, flirting, and all the boyfriend-girlfriend thingy.

and I looked back at myself and say “I am jealous?”

surprisingly, me myself said “hell no!”

I’m not jealous of them who could hold to their boyfriend’s hands, or doing lovey dovey„

because I held my shoes, my magic shortcut.