Sabtu, Desember 19, 2009

a girl and her feelings

"A fashionable woman is always in love - with herself."
- La Rochefoucauld

this week, finally I could really understand by what the quote's above supposed to mean. by a twisted way. which some people call it 'love'.

yes, those famous 4-letter word.

should I admit that I had been in love for only A DAY??
fell in love in the morning and broken heart in the evening??
is this all for real??

even I've already made a promise before, that I'd not fall in love while I'm taking my undergraduate degree here.
but look at me now. I break my own promise. how could I fall in love that easy? who's that man? who could beat my infamous-cold-hard heart?
(suddenly after I told my friends that I fell in love, they all shocked. totally. and they were getting even more shocked when they knew that I had broken heart. in the same day.)

and from that day, until now,
I'm broken heart and fall in love - at the same time. it's kinda weird, I know.

but I still don't know why I love this broken heart.
and I'm happy, in a sick, twisted way.

in that twisted way too,,
I'm being a new me. better one.
every love story is supposed to make us into a better person, right?
if we can place everything in its proper place and take the lesson, we'll be greater person.
tested. proven. guaranteed.

2 komentar:

  1. i think, thats not love sweetty

    you're just somehow enchanted. its ok surely, it proved that you're normal still..

    hhhahhha.. JK xp

  2. @hera:
    whatever it is, I just simply call it "love", honey. as you know, I'm not good at philosophy-thingy :)

    and one thing for sure,
    I love looking him happy with that girl. and I still in love with him. crazy as always. ;)

    hugs and lots,, lots,, LOTS of kisses,


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